Monday, December 21, 2009

9:47 am

preeeettty weird. looking back at my old posts.

sometimes i write too much. blabber about trivial matters - which also means that i take trivial matters too seriously. was so unconscious and fixated on the unimportant. closed-minded, yet i thought i was the most open-minded, understanding supergirl. NGEK. wrong.

and then came a period when i thought blogging was the stupidest thing. thought it was childish and pointless. but words do mean a thing. even though the moment you write, thoughts are no longer thoughts but exist as words. but words communicate, and communication brings people together, and together we smile :)

so what if everything arises from the ego. i have an ego, you have an ego, we all have egos. we all have emotions, even though they are part of the ego. ego is part of human. allow us to have ego. it's not 'wrong'. it's just 'not yourself', 'not present', but it doesn't mean you escape from it and see it as your enemy. live with your ego, befriend it.

there is no one way to live your life. there is no one correct theory of living. life is an ongoing experience. life is continuous verb. life is -ing.

we are living > we live.

lala laaa.