Thursday, May 04, 2006

11:18 pm

Dear Diary,

im always looking bak into 中华... then i wld think... haihh 还是那种生活比较适合我...

juz chatted wif zoe... haihh miss chw so much...

even tho it was juz 短短半年的时间... it seems so long... n it was the last time i felt being myself... mayb dat made it seem significant... coz normally 半年 is nth in one's life... but it really made a difference in mine...

dat 半年, found my real 知己... dat 半年, was so 期待 abt future... i mean future in secondary skool lah hehe... u noe lah... ive been told dat 'im going 2 chw im going 2 chw' since i was 8 yrs old... i c my sis go 2 chw everyday... n i wanna b lyk her too... then... when its my turn... only 半年，然后就走了。

its different here... u'll nv ever ever find dat sense of 团结，nv ever ever feel lyk u belong 2 dis place... sumtimes i go 2 skool, n find dat i totally don fit in dis place... but then... i did 'fit' in... so hahaha...

in uwc, everyone is so different, we noe abit more abt the world than others... we r 'international'... yet... bcoz of dis difference... there will nv b dat sense of unity... no matter how hard we try... deep inside we r juz different... nth wrong abt dat... ok... its juz me lah... okok i think uwcians r totally ok wif dis... unlyk me... 装自闭... hahaha

yesh... i did it... coz normally i think of sumthing i wanna write, but too lazy, then after 24 hrs, don hav the mood liao... WAHAHA i juz posted! ... n crow flew...

Weiwei

lala laaa.